Goals for the Neurotic Traveler

I believe it is apparent that I am not the easiest going person in the world. I mean maybe I have fulled some of you with my smiling face and irritating laugh but let the truth come out: I am uptight. I would go as far as to say that I am neurotic. I have come to terms with it. I make fun of it with my family at this point and have accepted that it is part of who I am. Lets face it though, how much fun can an uptight person really have in Sevilla, Spain? I mean lets be real. With this in mind I am making the following list of things to do for myself. Warning some of the "goals" may be somewhat forward for lack of a better word. They also may seem pretty easy, but if they are on the list they take a good amount of effort for me.
1. Sleep when I am tired (but never sleep away the day)
2. Take the time to finish a book
3. Watch as many Telenovelas as possible
4. Take a few days off of school to travel the world
5. Eat as much wonderful food as I want without worrying about getting fat
6. Take a night off from being the soberish one taking care of the not so sober ones (or worrying about them when I am not taking care of them)
7. Run only when I WANT to and not when I feel like I HAVE to
8. Take too many pictures...
9. Kiss a Spanish man without feeling guilty at all. 
10. Be the one out of control for a night (sober or not)
11. See flamenco (this has already been accomplished)
12. See a bull fight
13. Take myself all over the world (or however far my money will take me)
14. Don't be afraid to spend on souvenirs for myself (this is a once in a lifetime thing)
15. Don't be afraid of being alone and doing what I want to do
16. See the sights of Sevilla (obviously) and surrounding cities
17. Feel guilty for having too much fun
18.Cry, scream, yell, curse, laugh... feel 
19. Don't worry about what other people think
20. Dance away so many nights I cant remember one from the other
21. Love only those who love me back
22. Be beautiful, fun, and fabulous!